love does hurt a little

or lots?

Been into it for the past months and never felt happier eversince im back in HK.
All those good times spent, all the little things ever happened between us meant so much to me.
But a relationship is still a relationship that can never run away from fights and arguments whether it comes to a productive ending or just a hanging solution.
I don’t like having to argue over trivial matters nor ignore it. I jus love to be at peace and serene.
It hurts me when i have to step on my own morals to win your heart, to catch your attention and to let u show how much u love me.
It kills my sanity to have to act different roles and do things tat’s not me, just to feel how much i mean to you.

With all these, you came down telling me that you don’t make promises.
So afterall, it’s a love with no promises. It’s us without secureness.
It’s a relationship with no safety measures that can break anytime without notice.

How am i going to trust that u r the reliable someone?

a question i’m still looking for the answer

all i know is that, i am not as happy as i am before