How long can this last? How long more can i hold on to such hazy faith?
Are we not supposed to be together? 2 people belong to 2 different world trying to make a life together.
Can we really make it? How long can this love remains that strong?
I knew this path ain’t gonna be easy… never at all. But all i hoped is that we can make it a little easier by a pinch of understanding and compromising factors in it.
2 is better than 1? not in every case 
when these 2 different souls met, they try to be the right one for each other. Try, and they continue trying.
With so much conflicts and problems the faced throughout the journey, this couple still hold on to their believes that they can make it. Coming to half a year, coming to the day of their 181th day… even before that, doubts started knocking on their door. More decisions are made out of some unhappiness conversations. They have to gulp their own thoughts and pretend that everything’s gonna be ok.
She asked herself many times, so many many times… can she handle this any longer? She told herself she could and that’s the only reason why she is still holding on, TIGHT!
With one little hope that one day, he will understand.
it’s one simple wish with lots of complicated structure into it. One wish, but Love is not the answer for all.
She’s holding on. She’s loving him. But she’s sad too.
the question is… does he know? does he care?
x.o.x.o
Irene J. Luxt
