Darkness

“A man of words and not of deeds

Is like a garden full of weeds,

And when the weeds begin to grow,

Its like a garden full of snow.

And when the snow begins to fall,

Its like a bird upon the wall,

And when the bird away does fly,

Its like an eagle in the sky.

And when the sky begins to roar,

Its like a lion at the door.

And when the door begins to crack,

Its like a stick across your back,

And when your back begins to smart,

Its like a penknife in your heart,

And when your heart begins to bleed,

Youre dead, and dead, and dead indeed.”

Here I Am

Here I am playing with those memories again

And just when I thought time had set me free

Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew

Though each and every part of me has tried

Only you can fill that space inside

So there’s no sense pretending

My heart it’s not mending

Just when I thought I was over you

And just when I thought I could stand on my own

Oh, baby those memories come crashing through

And I just can’t go on without you

On my own

I’ve tried to make the best of it alone

I’ve done everything

I can to ease the pain

But only you can stop the rain

I just can’t live without you

I miss everything about you

Just when I thought I was over you

And just when I thought I could stand on my own

Oh baby those memories come crashing through

11.8.2010

In a fight, was attacked, knocked down on the floor with a bleeding face and unconscious.

Ambulance, Police and Reporters came to the rescue.

30 minutes in the ambulance, 15 minutes of questioning, hours of hospitalization n came back wounded, injured and pathetic.

Homeless, family-less, friend-less and its hard.

When i remember some numbers,  i just couldn’t call.

In extreme pain, i’ll live with it.

Thank you for those who cared, still thank you for those who potentially not gonna care.

im still alive.